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The Other Half

A True Experience in Discovering Who We Are

by Timothy Morefield

    His name is Kalam, and I had no idea that he existed until one January evening in 1992 when a dear friend, and very gifted psychic, came to visit my wife and I in our home in St. Louis. 

    We had been discussing past lives at a Psychic Fairabout a month earlier, and I had told her that I have not been able to find anyone in the community who could see into my past lives.  They all said that there was someone there, but could not get past the doors that were apparently, locked, against them.  She explained to me that sometimes looking into ones past lives has to be a personal experience, and that an outsider will not be able to see past the doors to our past, because they may not understand, or believe what they are seeing, and that these doors have to be unlocked from within, and not from without.
     At that point the discussion turned to past life regression. She explained to me that past life regression meant putting me into a mild hypnotic state, allowing me to stay connected with my surroundings, but still allowing me to see within.  This would help me through those doors only I could unlock.

    She arrived that evening in January, and after some visiting and catching up on the past month we set about preparing for what I would call, "the meeting of my other half".
    She set about setting up her table with a crystal ball, allowing her to see some of what I saw, the bell she would use to call me back, and other items.  My wife got pad and paper to take notes of what I said and I proceeded to make myself comfortable, mentally preparing myself for what may, or may not happen.
    When everything was prepared, we turned down the lights.  Once I was in a state of mild hypnosis, she guided me to a hall of doors in my mind and told me to open the first one that I approached.  As I did ,I found myself traveling through space toward what I knew as Earth.  I was traveling with one other.  When I looked down at myself, I knew that I was very tall and that I was dressed in a kind of spacesuit.
We landed in what I know was around the area that is now Calcutta, India around 2000 years ago.  When my partner and I proceeded toward a small village, we were met violently with people throwing stones and sticks at us, we barely made it back to our ship.  My partner was mortally wounded and did not survive, leaving me to travel alone.  The feeling of being alone was almost unbearable.

    The next vision I saw was of traveling toward another planet, one that I knew was not Earth.  This planet had a sky of purple and gold, the land was greener than anything I had ever seen in my life. As I headed toward a deep valley of the darkest green, I saw a building with towers of gold, reaching towards the sky, and as I approached this place I knew that it was my home. I also knew that I was the same being that traveled to Earth a thousand before.
    As the regression proceeded, my friend asked me if I had a name. I responded by telling her that I wished to be called Kalam.  It was a spiritual name that I had chosen for myself a few months earlier. It also came to be understood that I was not a reincarnation of Kalam, nor was I channeling him, but that Kalam was a separate entity that co-existed along side my soul, in a sense making him a twin soul, but one much older than my own soul.
    In that first regression I found out some things that helped explain some of the questions I had about my past lives. Why they had locked themselves up so tight from those who could possibly see them, and might even be afraid of them.
     You see, Kalam is nothing like anything most have ever seen, and when he does choose to show himself it is not as a picture in the mind, as you would normally see. He will show himself as a separate being of about 9 feet tall, dressed in the most beautiful shades of purple, and the features are almost of a reptilian nature. The person who is allowed to see him, will also sense a being of immense power. It has been described as mage-like by most that have encountered him.
    Kalam has helped me remember and see things from my past lives that I had never dreamed. A world of exquisite beauty. The destruction of that same world, by those who only wish to conquer. Atlantis during its prime, and an understanding of its destruction. The fairy realm and what it was really like to be chased by a dragon, and so much more.
I could go into more detail with some of the experiences I have touched on here, and many others I haven't mentioned. But those I will leave for another time.
    The last thing I will say is that I hope he will show me many more things as I grow older and am ready to experience them. And that when I pass from this existence I know that he will be there with me to experience the next life.

Timothy Morefield is a wonderful soul who has an extremely pleasant and helpful nature (contact him, you'll see!).  He is  39, has been married for 15yrs. to his wife Angie, and they have two children.  Tim has been studying metaphysics for over 20yrs.and has been practicing Wicca for 11yrs..Tim and his wife Angie are now teaching first year students in Wicca.  Tim has developed his own deck of cards called the Color Vision Deck that he reads with professionally, and is working on the text for possible future publication.  If you have any questions, you can contact Tim by e-mail at waxdraco@cs.com, or through his website at www.dragonmoon.bigstep.com  

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